It’s the waiting

I think the worst part of all of this is the waiting, and the watching.
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It’s like that Rwanda book, We Wish to Inform You That Tomorrow We Will Be Killed With Our Families. It’s not “I’m killing you now with a machete”, it’s “tomorrow I will kill you and your family with a machete”. So you wait. And you scheme. And you bargain. And you make plans to escape, and you make plans to stay and face your fate, and you make plans to just accept what comes.
But you wait. There is so much that needs to be done, and yet so much of it can’t be done yet. So you sit and you think about all that needs to be done that you can’t do yet.
And you watch. And you wait. And you ponder what it will feel like when it comes.

10 Comments to "It’s the waiting"

  1. Pat's Gravatar Pat
    August 27, 2008 - 11:00 pm | Permalink

    If it does get bad and y’all need a place to go, don’t forget we’re over here in Pensacola and have a spare room. Of course, if this fucker jogs a bit to the right, we might be headed your way…
    Pat

  2. Ray's Gravatar Ray
    August 27, 2008 - 11:18 pm | Permalink

    North, man. With a cone like that, if it’s more than a Cat 4 I’m going to Jackson.

  3. August 28, 2008 - 2:18 am | Permalink

    I’m hoping like hell it misses you completely, Ray. I know… not a chance, but I can hope anyway.

  4. Ray's Gravatar Ray
    August 28, 2008 - 2:25 am | Permalink

    Oh, very much of a chance, actually. It could go literally anywhere. But that’s the thing…I could drive over to Pat’s posh pad in Pensacola and wake up the next morning and it’s pushing storm surge through his living room instead of mine.

  5. August 28, 2008 - 7:27 am | Permalink

    Well, I’m crossing my fingers for y’all…

  6. August 28, 2008 - 3:55 pm | Permalink

    It’s kinda like it painted a target on your forehead, huh? Well, for some collective ‘you’.
    Though the latest charts as of *now* show landfall aimed more at New Iberia. And let me apologize to them now for wishing it more their way than yours.

  7. G.G.'s Gravatar G.G.
    August 28, 2008 - 4:57 pm | Permalink

    I’ve picked up quite a bit of weather geekery by obsessively watching the forecasts.
    But it’s hard to disengage and be objective. I hope everything and everyone will be okay.

  8. A's Gravatar A
    August 28, 2008 - 9:30 pm | Permalink

    Jeez, you definitely summed it up in a nutshell. The waiting is torture. Especially as the anniversary approaches.

  9. August 29, 2008 - 9:49 am | Permalink

    Yes, the anticipation is a killer.

  10. August 29, 2008 - 2:33 pm | Permalink

    (frantically waves gustav off)
    Damn. It’s not working.

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