Last night while I was falling asleep, I was thinking about the entry I wrote entitled "Priorities". About how I regretted the things I said in it, and how I probably need to delete it.
I woke up this morning and I think I hurt the feelings of a bunch of good friends.
It's gone now.
Brett, Hiromi, Melanie...I did not have you in mind when I wrote that.
I understand different people react to tragedy differently. After 9/11, I used to drive my friend Mark crazy because I refused to discuss politics with him...he wanted to hear the same old political harangues from me over beers and my heart just wouldn't let me.
All of you who have been posting here...I appreciate how you've helped me through this. I think I had other people in mind when I wrote that, other people who seem totally disengaged from this, and fuck, they didn't read that post anyway.
Again, I'm sorry.
Take care.
yesterday was a rough one for me (adding to a rough week) and I'm sorry I sort of went off.
I appreciate that you are writing all this, or adding things to your blog, so I can get a bit of a sense of what's going no, without having to watch disturbing footage on tv.
xoxox to you.