Gee, I hope I don't get cancer...
I wanna be a carefree motherfucker, but life keeps kicking me in the ass.
For fucked up reasons I won't go into here, I can no longer get health insurance through my employer. I've never not been without health insurance. The thought of not having any is damn scary to me, so I've been shopping around for individual insurance. As a result, I've been spending more time than I'd like filled with teeth-grinding fury and righteous bile.
Cheap insurance is cheap for a reason. It sucks. For someone with a number of "pre-existing conditions," most of these aren't an option. I take damn good care of my health. I've exercised regularly since I was a kid. My diet's pretty damn good; I even eat quinoa for chrissake. But I do go to the doc fairly frequently for shit I can't help, and I'm on a number of meds, so a policy with a $5000 annual deductible -- the ones that I can afford have ridiculous deductibles -- isn't going to cut it.
Jesus.
To me, health care is a fucken right, just like education is a fucken right. I'm well above the official poverty line, but here I am, falling in the gap between the have's and have-not's.
I can't exactly quit my current job and look for another job that has insurance. For one thing, when you have specific skills, you can't just happily transfer here and there. But it seems that in this country, your worth is measured by your potential income. If you can't afford insurance, well, I guess you can just get sick and die. Or else go into bankruptcy if you refuse to die and instead run up huge medical bills.
Oh, I'm sorry, I'm committing the deadly sin of "whining." In my bleeding heart liberal mind fog, I forgot that I'm the captain of my fate, the puller-up of my bootstraps. It's on all of us, alone, individually. Each and every one of our miseries is a direct result of personal failure. We're not meant to look out for and care for each other. To each his own. Only the strongest survive. Anything other than that is godless communism.
I guess all us sad sacks just need to find a better job. If we don't have the capacity to acquire marketable skills, or if the skills we have don't command a high wage, well, then, too damn bad I guess. We'll get winnowed out. Survival of the fittest and all. After all, the market determines who is fit, and the dictates of the market are no less than holy writ. So maybe we can get second or third jobs. Sad sacks like us don't deserve some quality of life. We're cogs, we're grinds, we're fucken worker bees, who gives a fuck about us.
Hiromi_X
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H - you can get continue your insurance with your employer under COBRA, right? It's probably expensive, but at least you'll be covered while you look for a better deal.
I agree, it sucks that decent individual insurance is neither affordable nor comprehensive.
In my industry (graphic arts) some professional organizations offer group plans to their members that you can join.
Hang in there . . .
1. Posted by Joe on February 3, 2008
For what it's worth, when I was between Grad school and full-time work, and then again when I was freelancing, I used a particular short-term program that is affiliated with most university alumni associations, which is pretty affordable. It's not as good coverage as full-time employer insurance, but it's reasonable and affordable and will ensure that at least if you're in an accident or whatever that you'll be covered. (It also covers basic medical expenses, but there is a deductible--not anywhere near $5,000, though). I don't recall what their PEC policy is, but you could always call and find out. If you're interested, lemme know over email and I'll send you the link.
2. Posted by Miss Syl on February 3, 2008
What I've never understood is how health care is *not* in the government's interest. It means the working class is going to be more available to work, because they'll go to a doctor when they're sick, instead of pretending that's not turning into gangrene or whatever. It's bound to cut down on law suits, because the resentment of elitism in the system would be cut down/out, and when people can see the direct benefit of their taxation, it's harder to be pissy about it. Also, frankly, Americans are bound to have a bit of a complex about this issue, because it is considered such a fundamental aspect of human life in so many places. I kind of wish Americans would, you know... riot about this.
However, please don't underestimate the transferability of your skill set. A sharp employers will recognize the applicability of concept: If she can do X, than she can probably do Y very well. I don't even know what you do, and I can cheerfully tell you that someone else in the word will gladly hire you to do something for them.
3. Posted by Holly on February 4, 2008
I'll be in the same boat later this year, and it sucks balls. I hope in your intermittent period you stay healthy.
4. Posted by Aimee on February 4, 2008
Never really understood the whole private healthcare thing you guys have over there in the states. I agree with Holly, Healthcare should be provided by the government.
What is really scary is that here in the UK they are slowly trying to introduce a US style healthcare thingy. Drip by drip so that Mr Joe public doesnt realise what the fuck's going on.
The cause is that people simply bitch and moan to high bollocks about the NHS. Absolute fuckwits IMO who dont know what it is that they have till the lose it.
Rant Over. Hope it works out ok for you. If that fails, fuck it. Just come and live in the UK. Healthcare is free and you dont have to do your own tax returns (unless you're self-employed).
5. Posted by Boy/Man on February 4, 2008
Dude, I just had to decide between paying my carpayment and car insurance, or my health insurance. I live 30 miles from work, so it wasn't much of a choice.
My therapist has been great about giving me samples of most of my meds, but I'm really recovering from a MAJOR depression here: I need some therapeutic whatever. Skills and shit.
I've already noticed an impact on my performance at work, thus completing the kind of cicle that begins a downward spiral. (Did that make sense ? I meant, job doesn't pay enough for me to afford health insurance and car; need car to get to work, so give up health insurance; no health insurance means no treatment for my condition, means diminished performance at work.)
It sucks, yo. Good luck with your search.
6. Posted by Timory on February 4, 2008
It is a freakin' crime that this country hasn't already implemented a universal healthcare program. Let's just hope we get a Democrat in the White House. I've worked in healthcare for 21 years and I've seen many times people making decisions not to have treatment because of no insurance and not being able to afford it themselves. Good luck to ya, Hiromi - I hope you stay healthy until you're able to find insurance.
7. Posted by charlotte on February 4, 2008
Joe, COBRA is ridiculously expensive. I'm better off getting another policy. I'm hanging. Pissed off, but hanging.
Syl, I did a little more digging around, and I think I found something that might work. But thanks as always for the info.
Holly, I'm pretty damn perplexed at the lack of utter outrage. That just demonstrates to me how entrenched the values of a winner-takes-all form of capitalism have sunk their roots into the American psyche.
I don't even know what you do, and I can cheerfully tell you that someone else in the word will gladly hire you to do something for them.
Thanks -- you're real sweet. They hiring over there in Austria? I hear the pension system is great...
Aimee, I hope so too. But it occurs to me that I ride a motorcycle, so I think I better get on the ball insurance-wise.
If that fails, fuck it. Just come and live in the UK. Healthcare is free and you dont have to do your own tax returns (unless you're self-employed).
Boy/Man, I just may. Either that or Canada.
Timory, see, that's exactly what pisses me off.
Timory and I FUCKEN WORK. There's just something goddamn fucking wrong with a country in which people who fucking work can't afford insurance.
Motherfuckers, I, and others like me, WORK. We're not looking for a goddamn fucking HANDOUT.
Jesus...where's the outrage...my head hurts...
It is a freakin' crime that this country hasn't already implemented a universal healthcare program.
Amen to that, Charlotte.
However, as angry as I am, I honestly don't think things are hopeless. I think the pendulum will swing the other way away from capitalism run rampant. I just hope I'm not crushed in the meantime.
8. Posted by Hiromi on February 4, 2008
I decided to chance it after the first of the year once my post-graduation bridge policy ran out... and ended up in Seton Northwest with an abscess behind my tonsil.... $7350 and counting (all the bills may not have arrived yet). I really hope the government steps in and fixes this. Being without health insurance for the first time, you're treated differently, you have this obvious class marker all of a sudden, you're fucked, you know and they know it. The insurance offered by my contractor agency is laughable.
9. Posted by Erin on February 5, 2008
As a very long time reader of HiromiX, and before that P3, I have finally found a topic that beckons me to break my radio silence and comment. There have been so many posts that have given me the urge to pontificate, but I preferred to lurk instead of interact.
Our US 'healthcare' is an issue which makes my blood boil on many fronts. My experience as a self employed person in NYC has led to years of bank-breaking insurance fees (and I don't even ever go to the doc). However, I recently found a quasi-solution.
With no pre-existing conditions, my health insurance through typical providers seemed to endlessly escalate in cost every year (to an average tune of 22%/year). When my monthly premium (for a single 'healthy' adult) crossed the $900/month mark, I flipped out and wrote a reactionary, hot-head letter to the governor of NY ....something I always think about doing, but never execute on.
Anyhow, I did write the letter and was greeted with a fairly unsympathetic nonsense reply....except for a referral to a new healthcare option available to the self employed.
So, since we are all drops of water AND the river itself, I want to share the info that was given to me with the river.
The governor's office referred me to AAESEP, the American Association of Employees and Self-Employed Persons. AAESEP offers a group insurance plan to all self-employed people registered with them. Registration is simple and has no requisites save paying a $25/year fee. Once one joins they are entitled to the plan which for me is ~$350/month. The plan is QPOS plan with drug card and low deductible (~$800 I think). I know you are not technically self employed, but I think you could argue that based on this blog (as a writer), or even looser criteria (I don't recall any checking up to verify my self employment).
I am not sure if this plan is available in fucken texas, but wanted you to be aware of it. I will include the URL and phone number here (your option whether or not to leave it in this post):
http://www.aaesep.org/
800-353-5220
I hope this is helpful to you. And, it is up to you whether or not you post this for others to see.
Off the topic of health insurance, I want to tell you that you have a beautiful mind and the writer's skill to illustrate your thoughts and take us readers along for the scenic ride. I truly enjoy your blog and all of the different topics and commentary you stimulate us all with. Please keep writing, and keep on your journey.
Best of luck and health to you!
- A truly grateful reader
10. Posted by eatwonton on February 7, 2008
Gee...thanks, eatwonton. I'm glad you continued reading for so long, and eventually de-lurked.
Wow, $300+ a month seems really steep to me, but that's how much the insurance from my employer cost -- they used to cover the entire $300+ or so. But I definitely can't do that on my own. I found a *short term* policy that has a $1000 annual ded with a premium of around $100+ a month, which isn't too bad, considering.
Basically, I'm gambling on my employment fortunes to change by mid-year. Hopefully, I'll have a different, and better, employer.
11. Posted by Hiromi on February 8, 2008